Have you ever felt so beaten, broken, bumped, bruised, crushed, or roughed up? Maybe a better way of putting it is forsaken, have you ever felt so much despair or like God has turned his back on you?
Can I share something very personal? I know for my family and me, it seems like the past 3 years have been the hardest longest darkest journey of our lives. From struggling financially almost loosing everything we have physically & emotionally, trying to make ends meet, to court cases that almost destroyed our family, Christian friends in ministry we trusted manipulated, lied, and stole, to totally trusting God for every morsel of food, electricity, safety, purpose of life, and etc.
It’s hard being so vulnerable, but I know that we overcome by The Blood of The Lamb and the word of our testimonies. And, if my testimony can help just one person, then, it hasn’t been in vain.
There have been so many questions, do I turn to the left or right, go straight, or turn around? And, now, here we are at Christmas time again, and still, I am in need, but, I will Bless The Lord! I WILL Praise His Holy Name!
I know King David felt forsaken and get this, even, Jesus felt forsaken by God when He was on the cross.
It got me to thinking that maybe, just maybe, our greatest break through/victories are coming right at the moment when we feel forsaken the most! Or, when we are at our “cave times” as David was trying to escape his enemies and live or “cross times” when Jesus was on the cross dying for you and me.
Maybe you feel like Jesus when He was on the cross and you have been groaning & moaning asking God where is He? Maybe you have called to Him to no avail it seems? Maybe you have been wandering in the wilderness lost, hungry, thirsty, and almost dying? Has it been a dark and dreary time for you, like it has been for me?
Psalm 107:8-9 says, “Let them Praise The Lord for His great love and for the wonderful things He has done. He satisfies the thirsty and fills the hungry with good things.”
I pray now, that Jesus is reaching you right where you are filling you with His Presence and taking you to a land flowing with milk and honey. I pray that each and every person reading this will get so lost in your Presence God. Not worrying about trying to figure out anything. I bind every yoke of oppression/depression that is trying to destroy you and me in Jesus Name!
I will NOT relent, abandon, give up, quit, curse, or dis-own God. As for me and my house, WE WILL SERVE & WORSHIP THE LORD, ALL THE DAYS OF OUR LIVES! God You ARE Faithful!
“..Keep searching and calling out for God and He will come to you” Ps 105
“Let ALL that I am, Praise The Lord; with my whole heart, I will Praise His Holy Name.” Ps. 103